BACK STREETS
Cold bare walls of yesteryear bring the chill of sad despair
Smokey bars
Booze
And Blues
Loans to lend
Saxophones
and old black men wishing they could start again
Wishing they had something left to lose
Arthur's got a steady gig
For forty years the same damn licks have kept him fed with booze and kicks
Somehow it's just no fun anymore
No one cares how well he plays
They say Arthur's seen his better days
And he has
"Charlie Parker was a friend of mine" he mutters to himself
And cries
Alone in his room
Alone in his gloom
"Man you can blow!" they used to say
And folks would come from miles away just to hear that young cat play
He played with the best
Stayed up for nights without any rest 'till the years somehow drifted away
A white vest with tobacco stains accents hair that's turned to grey
Still
He remembers
All he wanted to do was play
Cherokee plays the banjo now and then
The old man makes the rounds
And sometimes he sits in
He's never had a heyday
He's seldom seen a payday
But his fingers are like lightning when he's stoned
Without a word he picks awhile
And then he's gone
Back to the street with a quarter for the locker that keeps that banjo warm
Nothin's too good for his little girl
Rain on his back
The street for a sack
Lord, he can find heaven in a bottle of jack
He remembers days when hippies walked the streets
He always had someplace to stay
At night, he had something to eat
Man, how he would play with those young bluegrass boys
Down on the corner
When life was a joy
Those street folks just aren't around anymore
Just the hard-assed druggies
And young ladies that some folks call "whores"
They're Cherokee's flowers in this city of death...
Some go for thighs
Some go for breasts
The old man just wants a backrub now and then
They laugh and call it charity
But there's not a one of them that doesn't love old Cherokee
After a night of hard labor, they love the man with the lightning fingers
Milan's got a bar downstreet
Eight bar stools
A stage
And an old palm tree
He got it on an easy lease
He says he's got all he needs
And he does;
All the booze that he can drink to play that steel guitar so sweet
It's just a crutch he couldn't beat
Or didn't care to
He's come a long way since those days in Nashville
Now he's got it made
No one tells him how to play
He's got his own band
They can't play worth a damn, but he's a star
Lord knows it took a whole career to get this far
Now he's the king of the corner bar
Nathan drops in now and then
Just to pass the time
Only he knows how he could blow when he was in his prime
He scrounges in his pockets and comes up with a few nickels and dimes
"It's on the house," says Milan, and pours him a glass of cheap wine
"Hey man, I'd like to hear you play"
"I..uh je-jest got no lip no mo'," he explains
He drinks his wine and stumbles away
Moving slowly on
Down the block
Past garbage cans
And other rot
Cursing the cain that helps him walk
Until he finally stops under a dirty sign that reads "Sam's Hock Shop"
He stares inside
And with a tear in his eye he says "Honey, I wish you could talk"
BAR-ROOM FRIENDS
It's eleven o'clock
Do you know who your friends are?
There's lots of folks who'll claim that favor in this bar
A gift given with all the sincerity that six shots of whiskey takes !
"Friends for Life!"
which ends when dawn breaks in muddled confusion
Ah ..... but we love the illusion
All good intentions aside, truth is off for a ride in the ozone
Tank-top Freddie dances around
From girl to girl
He's the hit of the town when the sun goes down
Day-times he wonders .... sometimes ...
There's lots of lovers left to lose
And only a fool would weigh the cost of the booze against a few moments of pleasure
Sally's looking good tonight
But sometimes
when the lights hit her right
Her smile just can't cover up the fright in her eyes
She tells a good joke
And tries hard to disguise her sorrow
Just a few more drinks ... she won't have to think about tomorrow;
It's just another day
And hell .... no one would really understand, anyway
John just bought the bar a round!
Nothing ever gets this man down
Or so it appears
There's a well of pain locked up inside
Sometimes he just wants so hard to let go of his pride
and tell someone ...
But ... He just has another beer
He'll slide on through another year giving away lots of smiles and good cheer to all his friends
He is a friend
He's having fun alright but .... no .... he just can't stay;
Someone needs his smile tonight on another end of town
One or two folks thank him for the round, and the man with the first-aid smile is gone again
After all .... he's got a job to do
And besides
It keeps his mind off the pain
Ol' J.D. sits in the corner
He's got a heart that's so much warmer than most folks'll ever know
He takes life r e a l s l o w these days
His dues have all been paid a long time ago
There's a bit of a twinkle in this old man's eye, as he tells you stories of days gone by that he remembers "like yesterday"
No one can really say he lies
But .... somehow .... he forgot the guy he loaned that 50 to
And that was only yesterday
Jimmy's sitting at the bar
Drunk
Just .... Drunk
He comes around a little every time a pretty girl walks in
He tries some bad lines and misses again
He's fried
His mind is like teflon;
He just kinda' slid out of it for awhile
Cocaine Eddy's in the bathroom again
Giving a toot to all his friends
He sure has a lot of friends
78 REVOLUTIONS PER MINUTE
It's the 1980's
Where the boom-child war-baby now-I-me TV and LSD generation can turn on the "boob-tube" and watch the by-products of some illusion of sexual liberation
Where the hipsters of the do-your-own-thing philosophy blend into the fabric of modern day society
still looking to find themselves
And forgetting how to love
Commitments or none
Naked bodies wrestle in the night forgetting they can fly as their individual egos clip their wings of passion
They wake up dissatisfied
Never knowing why
Romantic passion still exists
On VCR's and stereo discs
Where emotions change with the flick of a wrist
And life is laden with fashion
Is this the revolution we were talking about
Where lovers turn at the slightest doubt
Where fires burn for only a moment, to be snuffed out by pride
Or jealousy
Or desire of some other fantasy
Impatience
Hard times
Or a momentary lack of harmony and lovers are off to seek something greener
Have we become so idealistic that we think we must believe in perfection
Like Roy Rogers and Dale Evans
Riding into the sunset
Or have we become so apathetic that true love lies locked in a chest in the attic of past experience
to be pulled out occasionally and looked at
like some old relic
Or some half-forgotten myth
War still goes on today
You may not support it with the threat of your life or that of your brother
But it's fed with your tax dollars
As you work for your pay while the lords of cocaine threaten to rule a continent
Prodded by the mark of an affluent society we cannot forsake
But we can
Still
Try to change
As fish die in our lakes
The air is getting worse
and mothers
More and more
are giving birth to fatherless children
Is this the revolution so bound up in Eastern spiritualism;
in loving one another and taking care of our brothers and sisters
Or is this the epitome of an apathetic, narcissistic society, wherein lies the death of an alter-culture
Which
No better than the system it tried to evade
Could never stand in one place long enough to define itself
The beat goes on...
That system can no longer feed itself
Too much greed
Too little doubt
There's wolves at the door
Nothing is made in the USA anymore
It's made by neighbors who dare to wager for a smaller share of life's needs
To feed a nation of greed for a pittance
Nuclear waste piles up like a cancer amid "facts" and reasons and answers
The culmination of which can only lead to disaster
The beat goes on
as the tempo gets faster
And I dare to seek answers to difficult questions
But if no one will listen
I'll settle
For a lover
Who still has some passion